Be careful of what you wish for!

I really miss my mom. For those of you who are unaware, she passed away on March 8, 2010. With mothers day coming around its been even harder. I try and avoid stores where there is mothers day displays. I know sounds silly, and I am thinking I should probably stop that but its what makes things better right now.

I have asked my mom on more than one occasion to come and visit me in a dream. I usually dont have to wait and get a vision from her almost immediately. The last time a few nights ago with her telling me how much she loved me and wanting me to pass that information to my sister and her husband. Letting them know that they were truely missed. I then thought I would love for a sign to come showing me that she was near.

Well, thats exactly what I got. First, my cell phone (which is an iphone) started to beep as if I got a text message. I went over, there was nothing on the phone. This happened a few more times that day and off and on the following day too. Each time, the chime showing a message, there would be NO indication of anything being on the phone. I even turned the phone off and restarted it thinking this would fix it (in case it was a bug) Well the second it restarted, same thing, a "message beep" came on almost as if she was taunting me. It would be just like my mom to do that to me. Get me up to go and look and then there be nothing there. She was also very much a computer person. So this is something I could truely see her trying to manipulate.

Well this is not the only part of what has been going on. On Tuesday my friend was over, we had both my daughter and hers in bed for a nap. We heard footsteps behind us, we both turned expecting it to be one of the kids. Nothing there. We start talking again. Again footsteps. My friend actually stood up and walked into both of the bedrooms the girls were sleeping in. The kids were both sound asleep.

Last night, my youngest woke up and I ended up laying in her bed with her and fell asleep. I awoke at 4am with the door being closed. I actually kind sat up to look. I didn't hear anyone walk away but it would loud enough that my youngest woke up too. Thankfully she went back to sleep. I got out of the bed, and walked to the door only to find it only slightly closed just like I had originally left it, and not more closed like it had sounded. It was ODD. No one was even awake to have opened or closed the door.

I have been in the car, and felt really upset about her being gone and then "tuned" into the radio station to have it be a song with words that would totally be what my mom would be saying if she was sitting beside me able to verbalize out loud what she wanted to say.

Its been nice having her around to show these signs.

So just because I feel like it, and its been awhile. I will draw a winner for a FAMILY bypass reading from myself. All you have to do is comment in the post (and for those of you with gmail there is a similar thing to facebook that shows up, you can enter to win too). I will announce the winner on SUNDAY night. (which usually means monday to allow people until sunday night to post lol)